Guh, I need to shower.

I think I'm going to stop using deviantart for a while. The thing is, I've been diagnosed with anorexia. Scary, right? Just a little bit. I want to use DA when I have more time and this anorexia thing is not helping with that. It's all day doctor's appointments. Don't worry. I'll be fine. I'll come back soon probably with a new name or something like that and say hi to everyone. Post more stuff up and actually use my accountXD Anyway, I'll see you guys soon. Have fun.

Yes, my school year is almost over. July 15, I will be set free for summer vacation. I has been one dramatic year, I must say. Oh, the hormones!
Life-wise, I'm sick. My head hurts, my stomach hurts, and my nose is currently producing enough snot to power a small country. I have final exams coming up as well. On the up-sude, I only have to take my english, art, french, and theatre arts exam because I passed my SOLs. I've also become a vegetartian health freak. Yep, no more meat for me. I still drink milk and eat eggs and cheese and all that though. I don't know why I shouldn't. I mean, cows have to be milked at least once a day or they get very sick. And chickens lay eggs even when there isn't a rooster in the picture. I only eat the organic stuff though. I'm very careful about that. Also, I might be moving. Not that it should oncern you or anything. I'm not leaving the country. But if we do move, it'll be out more in the country-ish area. Like, farms and big yards and such. My mom told me if we do move to an area like that, we'll get more cats which I am perfectly happy with. I love cats. Plus, I've been wanting to re-do my room for a while. Sure, i'd have to go to a different school but I like meeting new people. It's an adventure for sure.

Art-wise, I'm currently making a paper miche (spelled that wrong for sureTT-TT) foot. My friend told me how to make one without having to use chicken wire or a balloon. I'm also drawing enlarged, simplifyed belly buttons in art class with oil pastels. We're doing the Georgia O'Keefe thing only I'm using belly buttons instead of flowers. I'm using my belly button and hopefully sVs will let be draw hers too. I wan to draw an innie and an outie. Mine's an innie and sVs has an outie which is why I need to use her as a model. How very fun, no?

Anyway, in a nutshell, I've been exhausted and energy-less this whole month and I've been slowly crawling my way to July 15, when I can pop on some shades and catch fireflies while the sun sets.

Anyone care to join me for summer?


*EDIT*
I got the date wrong. I get out JUNE 15, not July. Sorry for the messing up the date...

Blarg.

We're drawing portraits in art clas now. I like drawing them a lot. So far, I've drawn sVs (or somone who looks a lot like her) and myself (or someone who looks a lot like me) I shall post them on DA when I can but I fear my scanner is too small.


Stupid Dell....

I feel very bloated right now. For the first time since third grade, I had Cinamion (spelling?) Toast Crunch on Sunday. I didn't even know they still made that cereal. I was shopping with my mom cause we were out of bread and I saw it while in the cereal aisle. I froze for a second, then grabbed it up and threw it in our cart. It was quite funny.


There are some interesting people buying food at 9:00 at night. I guess I have joined the groupXD


I think my blood temperature is below average. My teeth are chattering when it's 70 degress outside. I actually wore a sweater and jeans to school today when it was 75. I think I might need more iron in my blood...

I'm so cold right now. I need some socks or something before I freeze to death.

Anyway, I'm offically grounded for the month of May. Sucks, right? Well, long story short, I got mad at my mom and kicked the front wind shield of her car, cracking it. I wasn't hurt and I think my mom was happy about that. Suprisingly enough, she didn't yell at me or anything like that. My dad had a heart attack over it and I had to sit through a two and a half hour speech but that was it. I don't think I'm going to mind being grounded like this though. I'll finally have the time to go out and do things, try some new foods, and read a bunch of books I told myself I'd always read, but never did. Plus, I'll probably draw a lot more. Been sorta slacking in that area since my artist block.

I really can't believe how stupid and irrational I acted though. I really did act like a 5 year old brat. Which I'm not. I can't help but beat myself up over it, though I know I shouldn't. The night it happened, I went through this spiral of self hatred. The next day, it rained. My little sister and I went out in our rain boots and danced and sung as loud as we could. I felt much better afterward and smiled at the gray, cloudy sky. The thunder was so loud that day. It was nice.

A friend of mine has decided to stop talking to me. I don't know why and, honestly, I find that I don't mind it. I figure he'll talk to me when he wants to and if he doesn't, then I guess I've lost a friend. High school drama is too much for me. I try avoiding it as much as possible.

I really need to get an icon. I wish I knew how to get one.

You know, I really hate leaning on people but I seem to do it more and more often these days. I want to be a better person. Starting tomorrow, I will be someone less concerned with themselves and more concerned about the things I love. I want to hear people's problems instead of blabbing about my own! I want to smile everyday, knowing that it's going to be wonderful! I want to ride a motorcycle while wearing leather pants!

Look out world, here comes a new and improved vornoflik!!!!

RAWR!!!!!!!

Yes, I'm alive. So sorry I haven't been on in such a long time. I was in the country of Italy for a while. I ment to update before I left but I remembered I had been grounded before hand so I couldn't. NOt very fun at all.

Anyway, Italy was wonderful. It was one of the most beautiful places I have ever been. I went to Venice, Florence and Rome. I think Florence was my favorite.The country was gorgous. It had fields and fields of sunflowers and little houses that were built atop these hills in a very discrete way, I think. Someone told me that they were built on those hills so they could see attacking foes from a distance. How very clever.

I liked Venice too but I wish I could have explored it a bit more. But it had too many people and the streets were like a maze. At one point, I got lost and had to go into a shop for directions. The lady there didn't speak any English but, fortuantly, there was a customer who could. She lived in town and knew all it's nooks and crannies.

I also got stalked twice, once in Venice and once in Rome. I got away without being rapedXD The plane ride home was horrible though. When I got back to the States, my second plane got delayed because of the weather. Instead of arriving home at 10, like I was supposed to, I got home at 4 in the morning. Needless to say, I didn't go to school that day.

Since getting back, I have been in an artist block. Normally, this is a good thing because it means that my artwork is the the process becoming better. But it sure is hell to go through. This weekend I plan to study up on the human anatomy and make a few sketches of the human bone structure and the muscle structure. I want to make my drawings look more realistic. I do believe Michelanglo has inspired meXD

I will be putting up more pictures soon so keep checking back on me!



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